When the Heart Breaks

I started (and stopped) this blog post several times. You see, I’ve had a bit of a hard week. I lost something I loved very much. And, writing is hard when your eyes keep tearing up.

Last Thursday, my 2.7 pound Yorkie slipped into our pool and drowned. My husband found her. We were both devastated. While not on the tragedy level of losing a family member, little Ava was deeply tucked inside our hearts, and the unexpected goodbye sliced our emotions like a knife.

Even so, I’ll find my footing again. Despite the hurt, the days ahead will grow steadily brighter.

Until then, I can’t help but ponder how often women face unexpected, life-changing misfortune. Someone out there lost her job this week, or received a foreclosure notice. Another gal signed divorce papers. Perhaps one of you opened the door to a law enforcement officer with bad news.

No one escapes the hard things in life.

And, when we encounter these situations . . . where do we turn?

 

 

MOTHER OF PEARL (Abingdon Press) follows the story of Barrie Graeber, a mother who faces incredible loss, and who discovers she must recognize her own vulnerability and learn to trust in something much bigger.

Releases SEPT 1, 2012. 

Comments 12

  1. Kellie-girl, I am so sorry. My heart broke when I heard about precious little Ava. And it breaks all over again reading your post. I am so sorry, friend. All my love to you during this horrible time! XOXOXOXOXOXOX

  2. Kellie, my heart has broken for you since this tragedy. I shared it with my family, as you know we also love our 5lb baby girl Bella.
    I know what you mean about the losses and suffering in the world, and I try to keep that in mind and I feel sad, where does my pain really fit in.
    I can’t wait to spend some time with you in September….should be nice.

    1. I’m looking forward to seeing you too, Anita. We’ll compare Yorkie stories. Tomorrow, we are meeting with a breeder and will move forward to find another fur-baby to love on.

    1. Yes, Margo. I know where my comfort comes from. And hurt is always lessened when shared with others….we are rich indeed, despite pain and suffering this world dishes at times.

    1. Thanks, Julie. Our hearts are already healing, and we will find another fur-baby to love. Our laps are just too empty.

  3. Kellie, I’m so sorry. I look at our little fur baby and my heart breaks at your loss. The animals God places in our care have special places in our hearts.

    Praying for God’s comfort and peace.

    Love,
    Lisa

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